This rapid response prepared by the Ontario HIV Treatment Network (OHTN) summarizes the available research evidence to inform the following two questions: 

1. What are public perceptions and opinions of needle exchange programs, methadone clinics, supervised injection facilities/safe injection sites and other harm reduction interventions?

2. How can negative public perceptions of these interventions be addressed?

Key Take-Home Messages

Public opinion polls and surveys taken between 2003 and 2007 in Ontario, Quebec, British Columbia and nationwide in Canada, have found majority support for harm reduction programs, including heroin-assisted treatment (HAT) and supervised injection facilities (SIFs).

Positive public perception of harm reduction programs often involved an acknowledgement that drug addiction and drug-related issues, such as poverty, disease and crime, requires a pragmatic solution beyond drug enforcement and control.

Negative public perception was usually based on a concern that these programs condone and even promote illegal drug use, attract people who use drugs and bring violence into local communities of program sites, and would do nothing to re-integrate people who use drugs back into society.

There have been several studies and in-depth analyses on successful, and unsuccessful, experiences with addressing and changing negative public perceptions of harm reduction interventions.

Successful strategies often involved: public education about both the immediate goals (save lives and improve public amenity) and long-term goals (cessation of drug use and re-integration); eliciting endorsement from respected public figures and organizations; and remodeling the debate around illegal drug use to one based on morals and public health, rather than on drug policy and enforcement.

Unsuccessful strategies often appeared to be the result of insufficient knowledge transfer in and consultation with communities; negative portrayals and messaging in the media; and non-local and culturally insensitive approaches.

The Issue and Why It’s Important

There has been growing local and international support since the 1990s, particularly from the HIV/AIDS and medical community, for harm reduction programs as a pragmatic approach to minimize the harmful consequences of individual behaviours – even if these behaviours are deemed risky or illegal.(1;2)

Harm reduction interventions are important for preventing HIV and hepatitis B/C for people who use injection drugs because of the high incidence and prevalence rates in this population.(3-5)

According to a national addiction survey in 2006, it is estimated that there are over 4.1 million people in Canada who have injected drugs at some point in their lives, and nearly 270,000 people had reported using injection drugs that year.(6) In Ontario alone, there are approximately 41,000 people who use injection drugs who are at a higher risk of becoming infected with HIV or HCV, and of other drug-related morbidities and mortality, than the general population.

There is a growing body of evidence internationally, particularly in Western countries, confirming the successes of harm reduction interventions in reducing HIV and HCV transmissions, decreasing drug overdoses, increasing access to and enrolment in drug treatment programs, and minimizing public order issues, among others.(2;7-9) However, in order to scale up harm reduction interventions, there needs to be widespread support from the public that stems from a cultural change in attitudes towards drug addiction. Public opinions and perceptions of harm reduction interventions often have a significant impact on political will to establish and sustain these programs. For example, it has been suggested that the continued existence of InSite – prior to the 2011 Supreme Court decision – has largely been due to the measured support of British Columbians and Canadians.(10;11) In contrast, there have been incidences in the United States where public opposition has led to closure of existing needle exchange programs.(12;13)

Although there has been a growing number of needle exchange programs (NEPs) and methadone treatment clinics across Canada, the same has not occurred for SIFs, despite the positive outcomes of InSite in Vancouver, British Columbia, which is the only SIF in North America. The recent decision from the Supreme Court of Canada to allow InSite to continue operations under an exemption from the federal drug control legislation (14) has created an opportunity for the rest of Canada to follow suit. Thus, it is an opportune time to review public opinions in Canada and to develop strategies that could improve the negative perceptions of harm reduction strategies.

What We Found

We found 40 published studies, reviews and commentaries that explored public opinions and perceptions of harm reduction programs, and/or discussed experiences with strategies to change them.

Public opinion and perceptions

Most studies, polls, and surveys on public opinions and perceptions come from Canada, the U.S., the U.K., and Australia.(10;15-23) These surveys have predominantly found a clear majority supporting different harm reduction programs, ranging from NEPs and SIFs, to HAT and methadone clinics. Some repeated polls in the U.S. and Australia have shown a steady increase in support for these programs since the 1990s.(17;18;21)

A 2006 survey of 1,407 Canadians was completed for Canada’s Privy Council Office, commissioned by Prime Minster Stephen Harper’s senior staff, to gauge public support for InSite in Vancouver.

The results of the poll indicated that 56% of Canadians want more supervised injection sites to be created in Canada, and another 68% of Canadians support needle exchange. The support was strongest in British Columbia, where 70% of those polled support needle exchanges and 64% support additional safe injection programs.(10;11) Similar trends were found in separate polls conducted in Ontario and Quebec.(16;23) A recent report released from the Toronto and Ottawa Supervised Consumption Assessment Study (TOSCA) (24) found that 56% of more than 900 Ontarians surveyed in 2009 strongly agreed with the establishment of SIFs “if it can be shown that supervised injection facilities reduce neighbourhood problems related to injection drug use.” However, this slight majority support changed depending on the goal of establishing the SIFs: the proportion fell to 48% if the establishment was based on reducing overdose deaths or infectious disease among people who use drugs, or on increasing their contact with health and social workers; and fell even more to 31% if they were established to encourage safer drug use.

However, it has been shown that poll results can vary greatly depending on who commissioned the study, as well as on the wording and phrasing of the survey questions.(21) For example, a survey conducted in 1997 by the Human Rights Campaign, a gay and lesbian lobbying group, found 55% of those polled supported NEPs, yet, a poll conducted in the same year by the Family Research Council, a conservative lobbying group, found 62% opposition to NEPs.(25) Vernick et al.(21) systematically reviewed all reported U.S. national surveys on syringe exchange programs between 1987 and 2000, and found that support for NEPs ranged from 29% to 66% over this period of time. They found that word choices such as “drug addicts” would decrease support for NEPs, whereas the words “those addicted to illegal drugs” would increase support. They concluded that there is no consensus in the U.S. public regarding support for NEPs due to the malleable nature of public opinion, and that it would be impossible to assess support over time unless polls and surveys were consistent in language and conducted by independent organizations. However, the findings and conclusions from this review should be interpreted with caution given that the data is from more than 10 years ago and based on public perception from the United States where views may, on average, differ from those in Canada.

The literature suggests there are many possible factors contributing to support for harm reduction programs. Most notably, those with higher income and education, who view people who use drugs as ‘ill’ people, and who agree that people who use drugs need public support, are more likely to have positive opinions towards these interventions.(16)

In a more nuanced analysis of public opinion in Quebec, Dubé et al. (23) found that support for harm reduction programs primarily came from individuals who have values based in solidarity, equity, universality and social justice. They concluded that Quebec residents tended to perceive social questions and problems, such as injection drug use, in the broader context of the community and societal wellbeing, irrespective of the traditional prohibitionist attitudes towards illicit drugs.

There were common themes that emerged from analyses of negative opinions and perceptions of harm reduction interventions. The most predominant theme is the perceived immorality of providing harm reduction services to people who use drugs.(13;19;26-29) Common arguments from opponents tend to argue that these programs promote drug use, attract more people who use drugs, and destroy communities.(27;29-31) There is also the ‘not in my back yard’ phenomenon where people might support the idea of harm reduction interventions, as long as they are not in their communities.(31) Those with moderate opposition towards harm reduction may argue these programs do not address broader social issues that cause addiction or incorporate comprehensive strategies to end drug addiction and re-integrate people who use drugs into the community.(31;32) More extreme opponents have suggested that these programs are a continuation of oppression on those most vulnerable to drug addiction and an act of genocide.(29;32)

With respect to needle exchange programs, people have expressed concern over finding discarded needles in the streets.(32;33) However, many of these fears and concerns can be resolved through education and efforts to increase awareness, as support for harm reduction has consistently grown in communities where SIFs and NEPs have been established.(15;17;18)

Changing negative opinions and perceptions

Despite majority support for harm reduction interventions, it remains important to educate the public and address fears and concerns that could lead to opposition to scale-up efforts. Through the documented experiences in Vancouver, the U.S., Australia and some countries in U.K., there are several strategies that have succeeded in the past to change the public culture and grow support for harm reduction:

1. Make (injection) drug use a public problem – In order to gain public attention and support, the first step for many successful programs was to convince the public that there is a public health crisis (HIV/HCV transmission, prostitution and promiscuity) and a growing public problem (crime and violence, public drug use, dirty needles) stemming from injection and illegal drug use,(22;34) and that this problem requires an official public solution.(35)

2. Ensure the public that supporting harm reduction is not equal to condoning or promoting drug addiction – In many unsuccessful experiences, studies have noted that there was insufficient education and consultation in the communities where the programs were being established.(22;27;32;36) Particularly, the messaging wasn’t targeted to their concerns and fears, such as whether harm reduction programs promote and attract illegal drug use, or whether they help people who use drugs stop and re-integrate into society. It is also important that this process involves local figures that the communities trust.(32;36)

3. Elicit public endorsement from respected (local) people and groups – In one American survey, the endorsement of NEPs by the American Medical Association directly altered the poll results positively.(19) Similarly, the endorsement by public figures (including politicians, bureaucrats and academics) and medical or human rights-based organizations has had similar effects in other communities and countries.(22;34)

4. Fend off bad press and watch out for negative portrayals in the media – In some studies and commentaries, the media has been blamed to be a significant part of the drug problem and for the lack of public support for harm reduction interventions.(19;26;32;37) In some successful experiences, there was direct engagement among harm reduction advocates with the media, including commentary writing and letters to the editors.(35;38) Furthermore, support from local newspapers can have an effect on public opinion.(35)

5. Claim the moral high ground – The arguments for harm reduction approaches should not be based solely on science and public health.(28) Confrontation with opponents of harm reduction interventions requires that supporters claim the moral high ground based on human rights— people who use drugs, much like other citizens, have equal rights to health and access to necessary health care and services, which include such interventions as NEPs and SIFs.(28;39)

6. Humanize– The public needs to feel connected to those who would benefit from harm reduction interventions. This means the gap between “us” and “them” must be bridged. Efforts should be made to ‘humanize’ people who use drugs – they are someone’s parent, son, daughter, brother or sister, just like everyone else (22;23;35;39)

Factors That May Impact Local Applicability

Although there have been common themes emerging in the opposition against harm reduction interventions, it is important that attempts to counter it should be tailored towards the context of each community.(36) For example, many strategies that worked in Vancouver, B.C., might not work in Ontario. The drug problem in Vancouver is highly visible in its downtown area, and thus, it is not difficult to convince the public that this is a growing public problem. However, the problem is not as visible in Ontario, which could create different challenges for advocates here. Furthermore, the overall public opinion in Ontario is not as supportive towards harm reduction strategies as in British Columbia, as shown by the 2012 TOSCA report.(24) The TOSCA report also showed that different stated goals of establishing SIFs garner different amounts of public support, thus, it is important that the goals are properly tailored and communicated to the community.

The strategies for changing public opinions and perceptions found in this review were similar to those identified by the HomeComing Community Choice Coalition in their 2005 guide for Ontario’s supportive housing provider, Yes, in my backyard.(40) Although harm reduction interventions and their facilities are distinct from supportive and social housing, the challenges and opposition presented by introducing these amenities into a community are quite similar. In their guide, the Coalition identified several main strategies for changing local communities’ opinions and perceptions of new social housing developments: “enlist the support of the local councilor and planner at the outset”; “explain the human rights issues to supporters”; “never accuse opponents of being “not in my backyarders” or bigots”; “answer all questions with cheerful confidence”; and “stick to your principles”. The advice in their guide could be translated into applicable strategies for inducing cultural change towards harm reduction in Ontario.

Given the inherent differences between communities and countries, it is vital to consult with the community and assess what the prevailing concerns, fears and perceptions are, before developing a comprehensive strategy to change the culture.

What We Did

We conducted a search in Medline (without date limits) using the following combination of search terms: MeSH terms: (“Harm Reduction” OR “Needle-Exchange Programs” OR “Syringes” OR “Substance Abuse, Intravenous”) AND title terms: (“opinion” OR “perception” OR “supervised injection” OR “safe injection”). We also searched the Cochrane Library for any potentially relevant systematic reviews using the following text terms: “harm reduction” OR “needle exchange” OR “methadone clinic” OR “safe injection” OR “supervised injection”) AND (“opinion” OR “attitude” OR “perception” OR “public”). Lastly, we reviewed references in the studies found. Only studies in English and French were included.

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This article first appeared on the OHTN webisie here.

"Another year over and a new one just begun" - John Lennon

Let me first apologize for so many acronyms in this post. It’s part and parcel of working and volunteering in HIV organizations; it becomes the language.

I’m not alone, particularly among people my own age, when I say the years are going by way too fast. It’s like everything that happened just yesterday. I started noticing it when I was about 45, around the time the job in the factory was coming to an end. The years in that place just seemed to drag on. A dead end job, with days that seemed to never end, year after year. I should have left after two or three years but I stayed there 27 years.

The last three or four years have just seemed to zip right by me, though. I am doing the things I had only daydreamed about while slugging it out in the factory. Now I like what I’m doing and some of it I go at it with a lot of  passion. I guess that’s where the saying comes from, “time flies when you’re having fun”. So in part, it's my own fault time is going by so fast.

The last year was yet another good one for me. It was a year of learning about a past that paved the way for me to be able to LIVE with HIV today. I was able to attend the play “A Normal Heart” at Buddies In Bad Times and also saw the movie “How to Survive A Plague” while I was in Toronto for the OAN (Ontario AIDS Network) and OHTN (Ontario HIV Treatment Network) conferences this fall. Both of these stories were about the fight for drugs and care for people who were dying of AIDS in New York City. I remember seeing it all on the news during those years. I had forgotten how the CDC (Centre For Disease Control) in the United States was more concerned over seven deaths due to contaminated Tylenol while thousands were dying of AIDS.

Earlier in the year I returned to the workforce part time, working for the OHTN as a PRA (Peer Research Associate). I had been participating in three surveys the OHTN were conducting. The PRA for our area had to leave the position for another job opportunity so he recommended me, as did the Executive Director at my AIDS Service Organization.  I had to do online training over three months on the ECHO (Employment Change & Health Outcomes) research as well as being trained on the ethics that each survey is governed by. In July I was ready to start work and on November 15th the project was completed. I am looking forward to seeing the results.

I would love to do more of this type of work. With so much stigma towards people living with HIV, research can only help the world learn more about barriers that people living with HIV might face on the job or on returning to work.

Elsewhere, I went through some more drama this year, a couple of short episodes. I got angry, anger turned to stress, and stress isn’t good for me. I had to reel it in early and squash it. I dropped my guard and thought I could trust certain people, only to be let down. So it’s an issue I’m going to have to work on.

I can’t really complain too much about my health, I’m hanging in. I haven’t done any of the things I know I need to do. I haven’t taken any weight off, I haven’t even tried. (At my last doctor’s appointment, when he told me my weight, it was lower than I thought it was but I realized that his scale is more accurate than mine so, I really wasn’t as heavy as I thought.)

I hate New Year’s resolutions. I’ve never followed up on any that I made over the years, I would end up doing things when I wanted to instead, like smoking. I needed a reason to stop – and becoming a grandfather became my reason. It’s been over 12 years now. Another bad habit I had was biting my nails, I used to bite them until they bled. It was a habit my oldest brother had too. Now I can pick up change from the ground or floor -  well, when I feel I can get down there and get back up.

At that last doctor’s visit I was also informed that I will need to watch my salt intake, so no processed or canned foods. I’m not one to add salt to anything put in front of me. If it’s in the dish I can’t take it out, I have to eat. I will try to do it…… when it’s possible.

I can really identify with the cartoon here. There is always going to be more we can do to extend our lives but we will just experience more of those gruelling aging symptoms. Yipee!

I’m really looking forward to 2013.  Bring it on. With all the things I’ve put into play in the last few months it can only get better. My photography is going to be a bigger part of the new year, going from a hobby to the art world, it’s going to be a big step. It may not make me rich but it will make me proud of what I create.

My ASO has been coming up with some workshops and programs that are geared for me. Up next is a workshop on blogging. I’m learning some new (well, new to me), social media programs so I should have something to contribute. I don’t want to sound like I’m bragging but after about 80 blogs here on PositiveLite.com and nearly thirty on my ASO’s website, I think I can play an important part.

I have wanted to do more public speaking but I’ve learned that in my area there isn’t much of a demand to hear from an older gay male with HIV. There are places that will need to hear from me, like the healthcare system. They need to prepare for this gay male who might need longterm care, one who also has HIV. Right now, they are not ready.

Until then, here you’ll find me from time to time.

All the best to everyone -  and Happy New Year!

I could say that the main reason I do this stuff would be "because I need something to do and I have a lot of time". But really the reason is it helps me learn more about what I'm living with, that I am going to live with, and I learn about all the new research and interventions that are happening that will allow me a long, healthy and productive life. 

I've learned that I am not a victim. I can't honestly feel that I am a survivor. I contracted HIV in a time when medications were available but I didn't need any of them for seven and a half years. My diagnosis has never been a struggle, I have never been sick or had any of the common symptoms. I tested positive in 2003 so for me a survivor is someone who lived through the time when there were no medications, back in the 80s and 90s, and are still here to tell me what that was like. 

So my tour started off November 5th with our local Central West Ontario Opening Doors Counselling Forum held this year in my hometown of Guelph. Our theme was Mental Health and HIV. We did something different this year by having a one day Self Care Retreat, an opportunity for people living with HIV to come together to renew, refresh, reconnect and retreat. The aim was to provide the tools to help strengthen our resiliency within a supportive, holistic and nurturing environment. We were working on our individual "mindfullness". Some of the participants enjoyed an afternoon of Yoga, some went swimming and others attended a meeting to learn more about the new rulings by the Supreme Court on two cases before them concerning HIV disclosure. We also had an exercise dealing with meditation that I just sat through, I’ve had some bad experiences while meditating and I don’t like the feeling of possibly being triggered in the presence of other people. It’s a lame response - but that’s just me. 

I was able to get back home to my own bed for a few days before heading out on the road again. 

On November 11 I was up bright and early to board the train to Toronto for the OHTN (Ontario HIV Treatment Network) 2012 Annual Research Conference - Research With Real Life Impact. I attended this conference for the first time last year as a person living with HIV who volunteering for my local ASO (AIDS Service Organization) and someone who wanted to help my peers. It just seemed to be the next step to getting involved. I was also there as a member of ten writing team for PositiveLite.com. 

This year I attended in many roles. I was recently hired by the OHTN so I attended as a PRA (Peer Research Associate). I am currently doing surveys with the participants involved in the Employment Change and Health Outcomes (ECHO) in HIV study. I replaced the gentleman who started it in our area and I was so happy to be recommended for the job. The training was top notch, I learned so much about the study, why it needs to be done and how these studies will help people with HIV live out their lives with safely, securely and with dignity. 

This year the OHTN celebrated the completion of the "Positive Spaces, Healthy Places” study. Following lunch on the last day we got to hear from the entire team that supervised the study. Near the end of the presentation, we were told that it was a five year study and it involved more than 700 participants. When it was complete there were only about 350 people left in it. It was mentioned that many of the people who didn’t finish it couldn't be reached for a variety of reasons and some had passed away, I think the number was 54 that had passed away. Then a comment came out that drove it all home for me. "Some of the others may have passed away as well, but what if the survey had been done many years before: would more of these people be alive today?." This was a very powerful statement and made me proud to be doing this work. 

I encourage everyone to get involved with community-based research. It is very confidential, you can give your voice to it and remain anonymous. Research can and does bring about positive change - and it can save lives too. 

It did get a little weird when I opened the Research Conference program to see myself on page two. Last year I sat at a table with the now publisher of PositiveLite.com, John McCullagh and Editor, Bob Leahy and we happened to be centrally located in the room, the perfect positioning for the photo. This year we sat together again some of the time so maybe we’ll make next year’s program. 

It was great to meet some of my co-workers, some I've only met via teleconference. Some had been doing this work for several years. I would welcome the chance to be involved in more research in the future. 

I'm home now, taking some time to finally write this for PositiveLite.com. I’ve had a relapse of "blogger's block", making me look like a slacker .(Editor’s note: he’s not!)  It was good to spend time with John and Bob to learn how the site is growing. We are getting pretty darnn good at this "social media" thing, getting the word out to more sites and the response has been very good and it’s coming from around the world. 

Two days from now I will be back in Toronto for the OAN (Ontario AIDS Network) Information Meeting. Last year I was able to attend this one for the first time as well. This is the one where you learn a lot about issues involving and requiring advocacy. 

I really feel lucky to have experienced so much. I’ve been able to help in my ASO and work with my peers, I’ve sat on the board of directors at my ASO as a person living with HIV and treasurer, got to see how all of that works. Now I get out to see how things work around the Province, meeting so many people, all of the great advocates and activists of our day, researchers, doctors, lawyers and scientists. It brings home that all that they do is a collective effort for everyone living with HIV. 

And then there’s the networking. Every time I go to one of these events there is always a familiar face across the room or across the table from me. This tour is about to end for the year, there isn’t anything else for me until March next year I believe, what will I do till then? 

My hope for the future is to get to some of the national and even international conferences, I would would love to go to Australia 2014 for the International AIDS Confernce, but it’s not likely…unless I win a lottery. Until then, I’ll be here.