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Nov30

OHTN Research Conference 2011: Tim Brown and Matt Sharp's Quest for an HIV Cure

Wednesday, 30 November 2011 Written by // Ontario HIV Treatment Network - Research, Brian Finch - Founder Categories // Conferences, Events, Features and Interviews, Health, Treatment, Living with HIV, Bob Leahy, Ontario HIV Treatment Network

Brian Finch interviews Timothy Brown, who has been cured of HIV and Matt Sharp, who is an Independent HIV Educator and Advocacy Consultant

OHTN Research Conference 2011: Tim Brown and Matt Sharp's Quest for an HIV Cure
The OHTN and Positive Lite present Interviews from the OHTN's Annual Research Conference, Toronto 2011

Brian Finch interviews Timothy Brown, who has been cured of HIV and Matt Sharp, who is an Independent HIV Educator and Advocacy Consultant.
Nov21

Acid Reflux: An irreverent walk down memory lane.

Monday, 21 November 2011 Written by // Brian Finch - Founder Categories // Activism, Living with HIV, Brian Finch

My inspiration was the dark humour of a bunch of guys in AIDS in the 1980s and early 90s who created their own Zine called, Diseased Pariah News. These were dark times and they required dark humour.

Acid Reflux: An irreverent walk down memory lane.
While trying to find an old photo I came across some of my old graphics for my blog, Acid Reflux, that I began in 2005.

Way back then I wanted to start writing, but I wasn't quite sure how to go about it. I just knew that I wanted to write. Blogs were becoming more popular at that point and they were quite easy to set up. These were the days before Twitter and Facebook, and a blog was one of the principle ways to communicate via the new "social media."

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My inspiration was the dark humour of a bunch of guys in AIDS in the 1980s and early 90s who created their own Zine called Diseased Pariah News. These were dark times and they required dark humour. It was the only way I could get through the era of no real hope for treatment, while watching friends and acquaintances die. I can see complete copies that I'm happy to say they've finally put online. It's part of our history, check it out.

Some people were highly offended by Diseased Pariah News. However, I loved it. Who could forget the fake ads for "AIDS Barbie" and their matching Bob Mackie design bedpans? AIDS Barbie also had the Malibu Home Hospice, which was the camper on the go.

Every month had the "Innocent Victim" poster boy. Remember this was a time when there were clear distinctions between those deserving this terrible death and those who didn't. Children and those with blood disorders were on the top of the innocent victims list; also fairly high were the wives of bisexual men.

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There were a couple reasons why I named my blog "Acid Reflux." One was the cardinal rule of the day - begin your website with a letter of the alphabet so you end up near the top of the list. At the time I was dealing with a lot of acid reflux; it was horrible.

Most of all I had the image of Dame Edna in her show sitting down at a table on the stage that she shared with a couple audience members. She kept stealing the guest's napkin to cover her mouth during bouts of acid reflux, usually occurring when talking about her lesbian daughter breeding pit bulls, and the awful stench in their house.

Looking back at these images I really see how much I've toned it down. Back then I wanted to shock people. My theory was that I was not going to be defined by others, I was going to do it myself, and this was how I was going to do it: with my own brand of irreverent humour.

During this time a fellow named Kostas in Greece, a man I've never met to this day nor have seen an actual photo of, began to send me these great images. I soon began asking him to make up banners etc for me. 

This one I made myself, you can see the difference in quality! 

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Part of my shtick at the time was that it was hard to pull off HIV as glamorously as I could. This started when a friend of mine many years ago came to me after getting his test results, still worked up with all the stress he put himself under - he told me that it came back negative. I put my hand on his leg and said, "It's ok Steve, it's not for everyone, not everyone call pull it off as glamorously as I can, you'll be ok."

To this day I do warn people that it does take a lot of work to pull of HIV as well as I do, and this is best left to trained professionals. I think Dr. Oz would agree. There are some out there who have found themselves positive and become frustrated as it takes time to learn the ropes.

I've now come out with my treatment décor tips. Acid Reflux may be gone, but its
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spirit lives. How to make your surroundings work with your pill colour pallete? Prezista is the hardest, being bright orange, but remember your colour fundamentals of complementary colours and think green, along with a few neutrals.

Anyway I digress. I had a lot of fun writing in those days just allowing my imagination to take off and not think about what others thought.

Today being the publisher of PositiveLite.com has brought me into another stage of evolution where I find myself not wanting to be as wide open in my personal life, and a little, and I know it's shocking, camera shy.

However writing this post reminds me that I have to put a bit more fun back into AIDS, or at least my AIDS.

Now on to some of the images! I went to a conference in Africa and then in Australia. I had Kostas make up a poster for my alter ego, Miss Retro Virus, for her world pandemic tour complete with tour dates. He also made up some very fun banners for each country I was in.

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When I started my everything-but-the-kitchen-sink combination of medications in 2006, I wrote all the way through that. Trust me when I tell you it wasn't pretty, especially with the Sustiva and losing my ability to even write complete sentences. I still shared this difficult experience and kudos to anyone who attempted to read it.

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After doing my World AIDS Day interviews several years ago, I had been on the D-list tour while my friends were talking to the national newspapers, I just finished public access television and 24 Hours free news magazine (the one you read on the subway and litter the floor with). After getting out of the Rogers TV station, basking in the afteglow of appearing in between a group of modern dancers and a guy selling "Scorned Women Hot Sauce," I declared that I was the "Kathy Griffin of AIDS"

And finally one more glamour shot while I walk down memory lane....

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Nov07

Celebrating PositiveLite.com's 2-year anniversary early.

Monday, 07 November 2011 Written by // Brian Finch - Founder Categories // Social Media, Events, Brian Finch

Only a few weeks before our second anniversary I'm happy to launch the new and improved PositiveLite.com

Celebrating PositiveLite.com's 2-year anniversary early.

Welcome, everyone, to the new site redesign. For those who may have been following us since the very beginning, PositiveLite.com started off as a little blogging site that was scraped together by someone who didn’t know a thing about working with this particular content management system. It was amazing he could figure out what he did, but nonetheless, it was a bit of a crack house.

Soon thereafter I got a new design up, and the story continues to today where we are now on our fourth design in just under two years. Our two-year anniversary is this December 1st, World AIDS Day, when, as we said back then, we “went viral.”

We’ve definitely come a long way from those early days - from crack house to magazine. With new content being added every day, we no longer are writing “blog posts” so much as writing articles.

Blogging is about creating an ongoing personal narrative, and we are happy we do have some writers who do just this. However, we have become a magazine at the same time.

The incredible part is that we’ve done this with less than two dimes to scrape together. Behind this polished and professional look, we are all unpaid volunteers!  We have a wonderful team of writers!

We are unique too. There is no other national online HIV magazine that features people from across the country, and in fact the world, continually updating in real time.

Yes, we’ve evolved quite a bit, and I’m excited to see where we will be in two years from now.

As always we look for diversity in content and in contributors. If you would like to contribute to our vision of a holistic view of HIV, meaning we are people who are exploring life first and HIV second, then I encourage you to contact us.

I’d like to give a special thank you to Kevin Smart at Smart Air Media who has presided over this new site design. We literally put this together in about three weeks. Having experience with changing websites, I have to say this was the most pain-free one of them all.

I hope everyone enjoys the new look. Dig around.  Now you can find content that once had long disappeared from the front pages.

Meanwhile, we will continue our efforts to grow and to involve people living with HIV in ever more meaningful ways.

 

Sep29

Reliving our victories

Thursday, 29 September 2011 Written by // Bob Leahy - Editor Categories // Health, Research, Bob Leahy

PositiveLite’s Brian Finch and Bob Leahy were both involved in the delivery of Ontario’s HIV Stigma.com campaign of 2008-9. Now the HIV prevention campaign’s findings have received international attention.

Reliving our victories

September 15, 2008 found me feeling rather lost and out of place in a dull-looking buidling, at least from the exterior, but which housed an impressively professional looking movie studio.  We were in an industrial area of East York (Toronto). I was there to film an interview for Top Drawer Creative, the ad agency GMSH (Gay Men’s Sexual Health Alliance) had engaged to produce the campaign for us.

It was an intimidating set-up. Real lights, drapes, BIG cameras, sound booms, a crew of half a dozen or more, a make-up studio. You can see the set-up in two of the pictures below.

Myself and the other interview subjects destined to appear on the campaign website, talking and blogging about stigma, weren’t even exactly sure what we were going to be asked. The decision had been made that spontaneous answers were the key. But James Murray, a colleague from GMSH who I trusted implicitly, was to be the interviewer, so that helped dampen the nerves.

There were eight of us in that campaign – four negative and four positive gay guys. I think there were four of us scheduled to be filmed that day.   I knew them to varying degrees. One of them was Brian Finch. We’d met briefly before; when I came in to the make-up room, it being almost time to go on, he was being worked on.

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The rest is history. We did the interviews: you’ll see two of them below including Brian’s and the one from Murray Jose, the talented ED of PWA, both of whom did a great job. The Top Drawer people made us all look good in fact. I loved the edgy look they brought to the campaign that you’ll get a taste of in the interviews.

The stigma campaign (unfortunately the campaign website is no longer up) turned out to be an unexpectedly intense experience for all us, blogging for a full and sometimes exhausting six months about HIV stigma and its impact on HIV transmission. The campaign was web-based and designed to create a dialogue, using the slogan “If you were rejected every time you disclosed, would you?”  Those words, intentionally provocative,  came out of the sense that gay men don’t talk enough about their status – positive or negative – which leads to assumptions being made about status - and risk taking. Creating a dialogue around stigma was seen as a way to contribute to reduced risk taking, in fact. That dialogue was to be largely by way of blogging – a somewhat innovative approach at the time.

As the evaluation indicates – it’s referred to in the article below - that dialogue was especially rich. For this blogger at least, it was also transformative. The responsibility of fronting such a high-profile, province-wide campaign weighed heavily; we watched our words a lot, and often engaged in lengthy discussions about individual responses. (PositiveLite blogger Stephen Lincoln was our amazing coordinator/confidante in that process.)  In short we became immersed in all things HIV stigma for the length of the campaign, and even afterwards when some of us took it on the road.

I don't think many of us realized initially how big everything would become.  There was an enormous print and outdoor advertizing campaign aimed at directing people to the site.  Wellesley subway, the TTC (Toronto Transport Commission) station that serves Toronto's gay neighbourhood, was virtually taken over, for instance. You can see photos of this massive advertizing campaign throughout this post.  We were kind of in awe of it all at the time.

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But it was all good. Particularly, the evaluation which indicated we did in fact make a measurable difference. You can read about that in the article which follows.

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(This article by Roger Pebody first appeared in aidsmap September 21, 2011.

Media campaign on disclosure and stigma changes gay men’s attitudes

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A Canadian campaign which asked gay men “If you were rejected every time you disclosed, would you?” appears to have raised men’s understanding of the dilemmas which men with HIV face. The campaign also succeeded in reducing the number of men who try to avoid infection by relying on men with HIV disclosing their status, researchers report in the October issue of Health Education Research.

The campaign was not intended to broadcast a ‘message’ or give instructions, but to stimulate dialogue within local communities. Moreover the authors suggest that the extensive community consultation which went into its development contributed to the campaign’s success.

Staff from frontline HIV prevention work, public health, government and academia participated in the consultation which identified HIV-related stigma as a priority issue. Moreover they focused on stigma within gay communities as it is manifested in the attitudes of some HIV-negative men towards potential sexual partners who have HIV. The campaign developers believe that there are links between the problems of stigma, disclosure, conflicting assumptions and risk taking.

In particular, some of those involved in this project have previously researched gay men’s sexual interactions in which “potential partners interpret risk by bringing sometimes conflicting and inaccurate assumptions to bear in making decisions about safe sex”. For example, men may make different assumptions about a partner’s willingness to have unprotected sex, with some HIV-positive men assuming that only another positive man would do so, and some HIV-negative men thinking the opposite.

To further complicate the expectations and understandings of men seeking sexual partners, the Canadian judiciary has also asserted that disclosure of HIV status is an obligation for people with HIV before any sex in which there is a significant risk of HIV transmission.

Given the incompatibility of these different assumptions, the campaign was intended to allow men to move beyond the conversations they had within their own social circles and engage in “a more broad based community discussion” about stigma, disclosure and sexual decision making.

The campaign drew attention to itself through press advertising, outdoor advertising, online promotion and community outreach activities.

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It was centred on the question “If you were rejected every time you disclosed, would you?”. This question was intended to be sufficiently provocative that it would encourage public reflection and conversation.

Moreover a key part of the campaign was its website. Blogs on the website written by eight different HIV-negative and HIV-positive men invited men visiting the site to respond to the issues raised and to post comments.

Over five months, the web site had 20,844 unique visitors (80% from Ontario), who stayed an average of six minutes per visit. Some 4,384 visitors came back to the site ten times or more.

The researchers describe the blog discussions as “lengthy and lively”. Topics included the sources, forms and consequences of HIV stigma; how to separate rejection of the virus from rejection of men who have the virus; the ethics and practicalities of disclosure of status; challenging stigma; and responsibility and consent in HIV transmission.

Evaluation

Despite the central role of behaviour change media campaigns in many countries’ HIV-prevention programming, careful evaluation of their impact remains rare.

The evaluation described here is not a randomised control trial (which provides the most reliable form of evidence), but assessed the impact of the campaign by means of cross-sectional surveys before and after the intervention. The campaign was promoted throughout the province of Ontario (including Toronto, a major gay centre) and was largely delivered via the internet, so it would have been difficult to identify a control group of gay men who were not exposed to the campaign and who had similar characteristics to those in Ontario.

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Recruitment to the before and after web-based surveys was by identical means (an e-mail to local subscribers of a cruising website, www.squirt.org), and this was separate from delivery of the media campaign. A total of 1942 and 1791 men took part in the first and second survey, respectively. The characteristics of those taking part were broadly similar on each occasion.

Of those completing the second survey, 42% were aware of the campaign. Awareness was higher in gay-identified men, residents of big cities, men under the age of 45, better-educated men and men who reported unprotected sex with casual partners. Awareness did not vary by ethnic group or income. But far more HIV-positive men (68%) than HIV-negative men (42%) or men of unknown HIV status (31%) recalled the campaign, perhaps suggesting that its themes were particularly salient for men with HIV.

In terms of attitudes towards disclosure, the men who completed the pre-campaign survey had similar responses to the men who completed the second survey but weren’t aware of the campaign.

Moreover, comparing respondents of the second survey who were aware of the campaign with those who were not, there are statistically significant differences in their attitudes, even after controlling for confounding factors such as age, HIV status and sexual risk behaviour. The researchers believe that this shows the impact of the campaign on those who saw it.

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Men who were aware of the campaign were more likely to agree that “gay men with HIV face stigma and discrimination within the gay community” (odds ratio 1.82) and that “gay men with HIV are reluctant to disclose their HIV status to their sexual partners because they do not want to be rejected” (odds ratio 1.48).

They were less likely to use terms like ‘clean’ or ‘disease-free’ when cruising for sex on-line (odds ratio 0.64) or to seek sexual partners with the same HIV status as a way to prevent HIV transmission (odds ratio 0.67).

They were also less likely to agree with the following statement: “If a gay man has HIV, there is no excuse for him not to talk about his HIV status before having sex with a new partner” (odds ratio 0.63). Nonetheless a large majority of respondents did agree with this statement – 85% of those unaware of the campaign, and 73% of those aware of it.

The authors believe that these results, along with the extensive activity and postings on the campaign website, “indicate that the site struck a chord with many community members and stimulated dialogues that likely spilled over into other contexts of daily life… Those who were aware of the campaign were significantly more aware of stigma and its role in HIV transmission at the conclusion of the intervention.”

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Reference

Adam BD et al. hivstigma.com, an innovative web-supported stigma reduction intervention for gay and bisexual men. Health Education Research 26: 795-807, 2011. Click here for the free abstract.

Sep25

Toronto AIDS Walk for Life 2011

Sunday, 25 September 2011 Written by // Brian Finch - Founder Categories // AIDS Walk for Life, Events, Contributors, Features and Interviews, Brian Finch

Once again it was time for the AIDS Walk for Life, a Toronto annual fundraising event for HIV/AIDS programming and services. Congratulations on having a great and successful day!

Toronto AIDS Walk for Life 2011

Once again it was time for the AIDS Walk for Life, a Toronto annual fundraising event for HIV/AIDS programming and services. Congratulations on having a great and successful day! 

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Sep23

Successful AIDS Action Now Die-In at Toronto City Hall

Friday, 23 September 2011 Written by // Brian Finch - Founder Categories // Activism, Events, Contributors, Brian Finch

A pictorial of todays protest of Toronto's Rob Ford cuts and threats to HIV programs and service funding

Successful AIDS Action Now Die-In at Toronto City Hall

Today I attended the Die-In protest at Toronto City Hall organized by AIDS Action Now at noon against the potential cuts to HIV programs and services by the city.

Admittedly I was wondering how this was going to turn out as it was raining quite heavily. The original plan was to have the die-in outside, however the rain actually made it better.

The alternate plan was to slightly walking to city hall in pairs, headed by with the larger than life grim reaper and trumpet player as if we were in a funeral procession. The rain and the grey just helped make it seem even darker.

Once inside, everyone laid down except the grim reaper in the circular rotunda part that has a sci-fi feel to it. Then everyone got up and started chanting “AIDS Action Now”

The security wouldn’t let any instruments in, but were quite nice and in the end into the protest. One of them remarked at how “cool” he thought it was.

I have to say the most humorous part of the moment was upon entering there tons of daycare-aged children who there are part of their own protests against proposed daycare spaces being eliminated. The guardians of these children got a bit freaked out and were nervously ushering out the kids. I guess a larger than life grim reaper could be a little intimidating for a 5-year-old.

Outside everyone did another die-in, but this time the “bodies” were outlined in chalk with messages. Many had flowers and candles.

A banner was hung from the second story outside of city hall as the grand finale, which can be seen below. 

Since I do not have time to edit a video and get it posted in a timely manner, I’m posting a short pictorial and look out for the video next week. Stay tuned for part two.

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